So yea that one chick and I never really connected but I did find someone else quite personable and cute, and were going to go see a movie next week. So that's a plus and right now I'm at peace with the whole Maddie thing, so that's all I'm going to say about that right now.
I will however tangent on how I'm worried about this movie date. I have no experience with girls, and if she seems like a decent person there will be some issues in trying to step up for a relationship, and I'm not sure how up front I should be with the whole no experience, not good at connecting emotionally thing.
I just got back from floor hockey which is what I'm using to hone my goal-tending skills before I try out for a league in September. I am feeling much more confident about my skills/ reflexes, I'm learning my angles and using them more now, I am purchasing new equipment as I can afford it. So I feel really good about working out and getting in shape and trying for a goal of mine. Today I feel like I nearly died of exhaustion, partly due to three layers I wear in midsummer, my t-shirt, my chest pad, and my jersey. Partially because its two hours straight of work out and we had lots of people today which meant we have enough to sub out players which means they were getting breaks and coming back refreshed when usually they burn out by the end, I stuck it out for as long as I could, I had trouble getting back up after saves, and then a hard time breathing, and I felt like puking, and then I decided to call it quits when I thought I was going to completely break down and die. So exercise is feeling good can't wait for next week.
