So I suppose an update is in order. I've decided to pull my head out of my ass long enough to explain myself. First of all, I made my choice and picked the girl from the movies. We've been dating for just over three months. All is well, or not, I'll explain in a second.
First of all an explanation as to why I am not worried about our current situation, even though we are on welfare, and I owe you $1000 and we're using the food bank, and I'm only working 27 hours a week. I know things look bad now, and I probably should be more worried than I am, but I have this thing, where I try not to worry about stuff I can't control, it works well and keeps stress minimized. Also everything always just seems to work out. I know this isn't a valid reason, but I still believe we'll be fine. We only have to make it to may 19th when I can ask for full time again, if they don't give it to me, then I will get another job.
Next, I think I want to break up with Chelsea. Before it gets too awkward, I just don't see this as a long term thing, and I don't think I really love her (pretty sure, that means I don't). But I'm also in a weird funk right now so I will give it some time. Anyway that's that. Oh also no longer a virgin... and I'm 20. Also still curious if my other follower still reads.
