First of all happy new years! Anyway, had a good time last night, met a cute girl. Which is good I guess because it gives me someone to obsess over. I'm going to try a new approach of just acting normal. Being more confident, I did well the first night, I put my arm around her, which would have been a miracle a year ago. Anyway everyone is coming back for another party and I'm going to try to some more flirting with her.
I had a funny thought earlier today, I think I found out why I have an incessant need to say stupid things after prolonged positive exposure to girls. I compared it to making a big save in hockey but instead of freezing the puck, the play continues and the whole time all I can ever think is "HOLY SHIT, HOLY SHIT" and can't wait for the puck to freeze so I can bask in the glory. Whereas with women it happens when I see or touch boobs. Every time. I just need things to calm the fuck down for a second so I can process the awesomeness of the moment.
Hopefully she's coming over tomorrow. That is all.
