I may be back but I'm definitely not here (I don't have the patience to keep it on the up)

Torublemaker - Weezer

If that makes any sense. Anyway its been a awhile, and as promised I am writing another post.

Things are going ok, I am working full time and making a good amount of money, I have my drivers license and almost unlimited use of a car. I have made a few friends from work. I have cheap car insurance due to the insurance company believing I have completed Drivers ed, which is awesome because I haven't and now my parents are no longer bothering me to finish it. So that turned out 1000 times better than I thought it would. Yay for ridiculous bullshit luck.

On the negative side my panic attacks are getting worse and slightly more frequent. They are starting to bother me even during the day time now. This is probably temporary. I hope.

That's all for now.

"Sometimes I wonder what's outside these walls... but it doesn't matter because I have everything I need right here."