My body says no, but I won't quit because I want more.

Good news everyone! (My now one (maybe still two) readers). So Monday sucked utter balls, I had a bad day at work and my mind was still filled with doubt from the Maddie thing. Tuesday wasn't looking much better when I checked my cell phone right before my shift started and saw that she had messaged me saying that she wanted to hang out Wednesday around 3. Now for those of you that don't know I work from 11:00 to 7:30 which of course meant I now had an excuse to take the day off. So that gave me three things to look forward to: Hanging out with Maddie, a day off of work, and then Floor Hockey to top it all off.

Wednesday in all seriousness might've been the best day of my life to date. I met up with Maddie at 3, and we chatted for a bit, and it was awesome. Any kind of awkwardness that had been there ceased to exist. It was a ridiculously nice day outside. We walked down to the waterfront and skipped stones, we were basically killing time until her shift that started at five. The only blemish being the single most awkward moment of my life.

We were walking down to the waterfront when I saw someone I knew from high school playing guitar on the sidewalk, which by itself wasn't bad, he's actually a pretty good singer. Only he had friends with him including Maddie's maybe boyfriend, I thought for half a second I was going to live the moment I had wrote about in "The End". But w only hovered until the end of the song and promptly left for the waterfront.

We talked about various things and eventually headed to her place of work, and sat outside on the stones waiting for her shift to start. When we arrived there was a crazy woman shouting obscenities at no one in particular, it was rather amusing. Once she left, we were chatting when Maddie said "I'm heart broken" she then proceeded to tell me that she was indeed single and that her boyfriend of two years had cheated on her. To which I was stunned and happy and so many other random thoughts and feelings all at once, I did my best to show concern and to try to relate and offer moral support, I'd have offered a hug but I was self conscious of being a bit sweaty as it was really hot outside. She then left for her shift and I walked back to my car all the while resisting the urge to skip away like a 5 year old girl.


So this is it. This is finally what you've been waiting for. Now what are you going to do about it? So I promptly went back to my friends house and explained to which we discussed future plans and etc. Now this is when part two of awesome day comes in, We then went to floor hockey at the church, only when we got there we found a note saying it had been cancelled, to which we promptly told the sign to go fuck itself as we arranged a road hockey game nearby instead and we played into the night. Only problem being Marcel fell and eventually we took him to the hospital to make sure that he didn't need stitches or anything.


Part three of the best day ever involved me and Steve dropping off Marcel at his house at 2 AM while driving back into our town witnessing one of the coolest thunderstorms I have ever seen, not mention we had a decent convo for the ride back. All in all a really good day.

Also fingerprinting is next week, and it looks like I might be going to catch a movie with Maddie that night as well. This is turning out to be an awesome week.

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Do you ever put on headphones with no music on and pretend not to notice people just so you don't have to talk to them?