Good Question

So where to begin?

So things are going nowhere with Jessica, she seems pretty content to only answer some of my texts, so I'm pretty sure that's done, hoping to get at least one more date but I doubt it. I am broker than ever looks like I'm going to be sleeping in my car sometime next week. Oh and also I found out yesterday my mom has M.S. (probably from all the diet coke she drank). Which leads me to the topic of the blog.

We were talking about it a bit when she asked: "Would you rather be kept up to speed with what's happening, or left in the dark?", to which I replied "Good Question". I told her I'd get back to her on it. Because really I don't know. Would I rather know her prognosis or just figure it out when she gets her wheel chair. I've thought about whether or not I'd want to know how much time I have left, but not someone else.

Also texted Maddie to tell her that I'm not going to jail (that was decided this Tuesday), to which she replied "awesome, we should hang out next week" which is awesome for two reasons. One because I enjoy spending time with her and two because this is the first time she's instigated hanging out.

Anyway that's all for now.