"I promise you, things look much better awake than they do asleep"

So it's been awhile, I felt like writing. I don't know what, but something.


I can't express how awesome living on my own is. I had a panic attack today, I can't remember the last time I had one that bad during the day (the day being any time when I'm not trying to sleep). My point being it's nice to know that had I been breaking down, I had someone to talk to right then and there. Whereas it always used to happen at home, when no one was around, I had no choice but to suffer and pray that I'd sleep eventually.

I've been thinking a lot about my life lately. Oh also I dropped out of college, and by drop out I mean, I stopped going, and am going to use the bus pass as long as they will let me. Anyway about life. I don't know. I feel like my window of opportunity for a normal life is slipping just a bit. Like if I wait to long to go back to college, I'll be that creepy old dude going back to college. Also I just got distracted by LMFAO videos for about an hour between sentences. I guess I'm feeling better. Will post more tomorrow or you know, whenever.