Can't make her real...

Christ this feels like a physical addiction, I had the most vivid dream ever. I woke up in a cold sweat, I keep getting flashbacks to Sunday. This can't be healthy. There's more than one girl out there, I can wait. I keep thinking I missed my chance and at the same time forgetting that I'm supposed to be waiting. I only wish laying down to sleep didn't induce the obsession. Sleep now. I hope.